tribexmentality: I wonder how it feels to be someones first pick. i’m always last resort. they’re always more important to me than I am to them. fuck that.
Im really sad and lonely and I hate myself and I want to die.
my knee decided to flare up and now I have excruciating pain radiating through my leg o laif is gr8
i got a good laugh from that one.
sometimes i wonder if the people who left me ever miss me but then i stop and laugh because that’s just stupid. no one misses me.
now to change this blog around a bit ==
idg how someone could like me lol im a piece of shit there’s nothing to like here youre wasting your time
Lol I hope this kid doesn’t like me >:c
it was cute yesterday when naru went ‘hoonie is hoonie who is like no one else’ lol aww
You’d once even said yourself that we could last for a while.
Sometimes I don’t know why still I love you, cause you treat me like this when I do or say one little thing wrong and you freak out on me. I seriously hate myself for Still wanting to be with you cause you cant even stand me anymore. Sorry I didn’t want to lose you because you meant so much to me. Sorry I actually thought i meant something to you. Sorry I thought you weren’t...
Yeah and you sure know how to just plain be a bitch. I was fucking being serious about that.
Ya ok. I’m sure it’ll work out for you.
Lol you just said it the other day ~ plus it’s pretty obvious.
If its because you needed time for yourself all I can say is, wow you must be feeling better alr since you’re chasing someone else even though you needed to take time you get better. Damn you bounce back fast Rui. I’m tired f this constant guessing game with you.
Ok Rui. Obviously it wasn’t a good enough/the real reason why you left then since you won’t remind me. But whatever you know.
Can you blame me really ?! You’d jus broken up with me again ! Do you think I could really concentrate in what I was reading ?!
Sisters friend : Ali are we really not friends anymore ?
My sister: omg tori what do I say
Me: yeah nigga I'm breakin up with you.
Sister: dies from laughter
Lol no you didn’t. Stop saying shit like that. I dont you saying anything but ‘this isn’t going to work.’ that was it. And I didn’t even start anything what are you talking about omfg